morning blues...

I find myself feeling rather down... this morning. I was preparing some teacher's helpers for class this morning. When I reached for my thumb-drive, to safe my documents... I opened up to view all the BRK files that I had saved. My business proposal... tenancy arrangement... and etc.

I guess I am still not totally over the fact that BRK is no more. I never realized that this business venture, would mean so much to me... thus the great disappointment. Well, I am alone right now, the hubby is overseas working. So I try a little pick me up with some caffeine, outdoors. I guess patios are made for quiet moments like these.

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My sis advised me that maybe, I feel so empty and furstrated, because, for once in my life I don't know what I want. I normally, always know what I want to do with my life. It doesn't always end up according to my wishes, but I always have an opinion. Now, I am kind of lost, don't know what I want to do next.

I can only pray for wisdom and ask the good Lord to help me, figure this out.